Through The Glass

forever feels like  home
drowning feels like crushing depravity
now you’re dying alone
desperate insanity
talking out to a new tone

angrily distraught
never quite free
crashing into life
social shopping spree

avoiding the truths, the loves and the lies
now only do you weep
as your inner-child dies

forgetting the old
wanting the new
progress now made
with the one you wish to woo
setting out your hopes and dreams
only faced with crushing defeat
agony felt
with all the deceit

had in your grasp
was one girl’s heart
and now you lay dying
should have gave up from the start
not knowing what would happen
i suppose would be a greater pain
but now on your knees
your ‘knowing’ led you to be slain
if you cared enough
and maybe would have shone
you didn’t deserve to die trying
knowing forever feels like home
why does forever feels like home?

got loads to do…

ahhhh… the busiest day, yes.

i had to deliver stuff back and forth, do silly things, etc.

finally, someone smsed me and wants me to join a clan named Symphony of Innocence. not a bad clan. my first globe-clan! and how was the clan? surprisingly good! if you wanna join the clan, lemme know. email me or use the tagboard.

 fuck i have to do loads of things!! burn cd, do the website, sms all my friends..

i guess ill have to take a good nap for now… 

Emily’s Music Vid

I see you by the water
Your toes dipped in the sand
I thought that it was over
I thought you'd understand
But the feeling is returning
Though time has made us change
And I understand if you don't
Wanna talk to me about it
Tonight
Oh, tonight

Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new
Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of what you're turning into
No, don't be afraid
Don't be afraid
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light surrounding you

The Mixed Tape

This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up

Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
It was you I was thinking of

I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way

And I can't get to you
I can't get to you
I can't get to you

And where are you now?
And where are you now?

And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note
With my own fingers